WHEN I FELL IN LOVE....

i wrote this actually on 26th july 2008...at 3.59am....in my study room....

for me, love is a gift from GOD to us. we have one of the beauty of life without having to buy it. can everyone be grateful please???huhu....what things are even much sweeter than love??what things are even more sincere than love???and what things are even much stupider than love???i've asked a few friends about loving someone and being loved by someone....and all of them said, "being loved is a lot sweeter than loving someone.." but the best is, when both come altogether at the same time...

and right now, at this very minute, i know i've fallen in love....

what are so damn great about love??it can make u do stupid,unexplained things. it can make u do nothing at all! it can even make u suffer. so,why take the risk??don't love, n u will live. but...love is somewhat a yinyang thing...and people would prefer to feelthe bitter sides of it as long as they are able to know the sweetness beyond the love. with love, even the stupidest,dumbest guy on earth would be willing to take the challenge.coz love makes people brave, n love shows how honest we are.

and right now, at this very minute, i know i've fallen in love.

we can love anyone we want, even without reasons, but we can't force anyone to love us. that's the biggest difference btw to love n being loved. and that is why we prefer the feeling of being loved, it is unexplainable, unimaginable....it comes all by itself n u have to experience it yourself. i can love anyone i want, but i can't make them love me back. it explains the unconditional part of love.

and at the age of 18, i've already own the greatest love a person could ever have....

• my family...(pak,arwah mak,tok,abg e n family,kaknini,abg ein etc...)
• friends that i love sooo much~wanie as nada fathi fizah jimah kirah apple najmi suhaimi zafri etc.....
• a very special bestfriend God gave me~nadd....
• and i do have the world's greatest love too...insyaALLAH....

my love towards them complete half of my life, n if they love me too, my life is totally complete....i need no more...huhu....(^_^)

ermmm.....

aku baru abes exam....dekat dua minggu gak la aku tak on9....adey,rindunya frenster n blogspot....huhu....

ni la gambar terbaru aku.....time dinner kat kedai makan kat seksyen2....aku nak balik wei....

rasanya kat sini je tak de cuti midsem...sadis siot...huhu....nk tungu raya baru ley balik...

aku tatau nk cerita apa sbnanya....life???takda apa yg best....eyt,aku tgk ayat2 cinta semalam...hahah....kawan2 aku ada yg nangis tapi bg aku besa je....tapi mmg tak sebest novel dia la kan...tapi aku tabik arr ngan kang abik ni....aku dah jatuh hati dgn novel2 dia....

mula2 aku minat ngan harry potter....pastu sydney sheldon...pastu kang abik ni lak...hm,apa yg aku ley conclude pasal diri aku....kalo aku minat sorang2 author tu,aku takkan baca buku author lain sampai la aku abeskan suma buku si author tu....skang ni aku ngah baca buku nicholas sparks,tapi all about love,x best sgt....huhu....

ermm.....pe lagi ek???aku rindu la kat jenan...kat kawan2....bila la ley jumpa balik,lepak2 cam dulu???kat sini ada murni nasirah n izat helmi,ex-jenan tym kita f1 dulu..pastu diorg kuar...izat helmi tu aku rasa ramai dak jenan yg ingat kn...murni tu ntah la korg ingat lg ke tak....

hm...exam aku truk arr....math,aku tak puas ati...x sempat abeskan....tapi dh x nangis cam dulu dh,sebab dh takda shoulder to lean on...hehe...bio en azlan pun dah cakap kurang memuaskan...adey....health science ntah la....tapi ley je di saat2 kritikal ari tu aku lupa simptom2 hepatitis....aiya,mangkuk2.....malaysian studies????jgn cita la....camna prestasi sejarah aku dulu,camtu la gk skang....bi aku plg bengang....blaja grammar je,skali kuar soklan,sampai sakit perut aku....huhu....saba jela kan...baru 1st tym...

em,sampai sini dulu....salam untuk rakan2 di luar sana....aku rindu kalian....

isk3....waaaaaaaaaaa....

kalo owg tgk previous blog aku mesti owg heran kan....pehal la ada tajuk je...isinya mana????huk3....meh nk cte.....ari tu aku ngah tulih blog kat cc....ngah khusyuk ni nulih.....letak gamba lagi....gamba housemate aku kat sni....pastu kan tb2 je suma computer kat cc tu shut down!!!arghhhh!!!!ilang abes suma.....wuhaaa......pastu aku pun da malas nk ngarang balik....nt arr aku rewrite k....aku nk share ngan korg....esp dak2 jenan....hihi....

aku bz sgt skg ni wei.....byk btol assignment....4hb ni stat midsem....sampai 9hb....dah arr blaja bio cam nk keja keta api....huk3....baru sebulan seminggu masuk sni dah 6 chapter abes....dah arr aku ni kalo bio weng sket....tajuk susah lak tu....esp respiration ngan photosynthesis....slamat otak aku tak pecah tau....heheh....nk hafal nama2 produk n proses tu bukan sng....alahai.....susah2....sni ramai dak pandai....kat mana la agaknya kedudukan aku kan....

pastu tambah lg dugaan utk aku....henpon kesayangan aku.....waaaa......henpon abg aku bg sebab dapat 8a.....waaa.....udah nggak boley digunakan.....waaaaaa.....aku g rendam dlm air time nk basoh baju.....waaa.....suma ni salah nadirah hasanah osman!!! haha.....dia anta msg kasi gamba ikan tanda fwenship....kalo nk fwenship berkekalan,masukkan lam ayer so dat ikan tu ley idop....waaa.....nad!!!! kan aku dah wat btol2!!!! huk3....akibatnya beloved daddy aku ckp no,"no henpon till october!" waa.....sunyi la aku.....tapi tgk arr,kalo dapat elaun nt...ehem2....kot2 arr nk wat benda jahat ke kan....

ish3...astaghfirullahalazim....apa ni shiela???!!!

rindu jenan la plak....hmm....

housemates fmsku.....

aku dan adibah hanis zainudin...org terengganu,exmrsm jasin....dieba ni mengingatkan aku pada jimah....haha....bkn sbb apa,tp kalo dia msk lab,mesti ada la smthg yg akan brlaku....cm jimah dulu la....termometer la,iodine la....dieba ni pun kategori tu gk....huhu....dieba ni ska merempat katil aku...taktau la apa yg best kt situ....huhu....bg aku dia penah wat bnda bodo tau....haha....pg td,time aku ngah tdo atas lantai,dia datang duduk kat hujung kepala aku,pastu dia tgk je aku tido...ada la kat stgh jam....pelik arr kan???ntah pape...huhu...tapi aku ley ckp yg dieba ni manusia yg ssh nk berkira....baik la...haha...

nur arini mat daud....orang first yg aku knal kat sini....lg sorg kawan aku yg ada kembar,tp kembar dia ni seiras....antara kitorg 8 org,result spm dia la plg gempak,str8 a1....yg lain at least mesti ada la slack 1....org ktan,exmrsm jeli....nini ni sgt la baik....dia support je apa org cakap....haha.....tp kdg2 tu ada gk berlaku miscommunication ngan dia....bila aku ckp utara,dia pyh sket nk phm...huhu....

ni elora sanders rowin....asal sarawak,skola dulu mrsm kk....skang tinggal kat kl....dia ni keturunan bidayuh....akhirnya ada gk la kawan aku sorg kaum peribumi kan....ngehehe....el ni pun baik...dia ada kembar lelaki,hillary....kat umah kitorg leh kata dia la yg plg pakar bab2 dapur ni....yg lain ilmu cukup2 makan je....haha.....el ni pun dah kapel,ngan org sabah kot tak silap....aku suka tgk muka dia sbnanya....dia lawa kn...hihi....

ni lak ain nasyrah mohd sukari kot.....ngehehe....aku lupa lak nama bapak dia....tapi kat sini kitorg panggil dia dolly....dalam umah aku,aku ngan dia je bdk sbp...dia sms pasir puteh....dia la yg awal2 dulu dah accident kna lggr keta....huhu...tapi ada hikmah gk peristiwa tu...since kejadian tu,aku rasa kitorg suma lg rapat....dolly ni sporting gk arr,dah kapel ngan dak mckk....aku rasa best arr kawan ngan dia....hihi....mayb sebab asal usul sama kot....cewah~

nurul azhani mohd ahkar nawawi....housemate aku....roomate aku gak....dia ni sgt la lembut....alahai.....hehe.....budak johor,ex mrsm jasin.....em,dia baik la....kategori low profile gk arr....tak tau la awat,tp dia mengingatkn aku kt indah....hm...

alyaa liyana idris....housemate aku....classmate aku....org utara cam aku,tp dia kat kedah....em....alyaa ni camna ek???overall,aku ley kata dia ni cam ada 2 personaliti la....kat klas lain,kat umah lain....haha....cam,dia pandai bawak diri arr lbey kurang....kat klas baik tahap cipan arr,tapi kat umah,kita cam susah nak caya yg dia tu alyaa kat klas...huhu...paham ke???dia ni ex mrsm beseri,dkt arr ngan umah aku....gamba ni time kitorg 1 umah mkn sama2 kat sek 2.....alyaa,swonok kawan ngan hg....cm siot...haha....

yg takda lam gamba,nurul shahida zahar....dia ni kalo amik gamba suka tgk tmpt lain...tu pyh sket nk amik gamba dia....huhu....aku bgga tau,sbb org pertama yg shida bg hadiah besday adlah kat aku....waa...terharunya....ngehehe....shida ni sgt common ngan gelaran api....sbbnya biarla kitorg je yg tau....lg 1,trademark umah aku...supit surgery....hak3....heheh....shida ni bdak kl,em smbndr baru bangi kot....huhu....

ni la serba sedikit cita pasal housemate aku....k arr,nk g mlantak...tata~

gosh....

alamak.....since masuk msu ni,baru 1st time eh aku tulih....

adei...slalu je takda masa tau....klas aku ari2 abes paling awal kol 4.....

balik2 je aku mesti tido ngan penuh kepenatan....

huhu....cian aku kan....

haha..tapi kena arr besakan diri....

ni pun aku curi2 masa tulih blog,padahal kna cari info pasal assignment utk health science.....huhu....

penat!letih!capek!

em....ari ni housemate aku,dolly accident....aku tak da la rapat sgt ngan dia.....

tapi terasa la gak kn,coz benda tu jadi kat org sekeliling aku....

kalo la jadi kat housemate aku yg lain.....hm....ntah arr....

kat az ke,nini ke,alyaa ke,el ke,dieba ke,shida ke....

diorg ni jela yg rapat ngan aku....

huhu....

aku tak byk masa ni....

juz nk make sure je blog aku di update gk....

kay ar....tata...