WHEN I FELL IN LOVE....

i wrote this actually on 26th july 2008...at 3.59am....in my study room....

for me, love is a gift from GOD to us. we have one of the beauty of life without having to buy it. can everyone be grateful please???huhu....what things are even much sweeter than love??what things are even more sincere than love???and what things are even much stupider than love???i've asked a few friends about loving someone and being loved by someone....and all of them said, "being loved is a lot sweeter than loving someone.." but the best is, when both come altogether at the same time...

and right now, at this very minute, i know i've fallen in love....

what are so damn great about love??it can make u do stupid,unexplained things. it can make u do nothing at all! it can even make u suffer. so,why take the risk??don't love, n u will live. but...love is somewhat a yinyang thing...and people would prefer to feelthe bitter sides of it as long as they are able to know the sweetness beyond the love. with love, even the stupidest,dumbest guy on earth would be willing to take the challenge.coz love makes people brave, n love shows how honest we are.

and right now, at this very minute, i know i've fallen in love.

we can love anyone we want, even without reasons, but we can't force anyone to love us. that's the biggest difference btw to love n being loved. and that is why we prefer the feeling of being loved, it is unexplainable, unimaginable....it comes all by itself n u have to experience it yourself. i can love anyone i want, but i can't make them love me back. it explains the unconditional part of love.

and at the age of 18, i've already own the greatest love a person could ever have....

• my family...(pak,arwah mak,tok,abg e n family,kaknini,abg ein etc...)
• friends that i love sooo much~wanie as nada fathi fizah jimah kirah apple najmi suhaimi zafri etc.....
• a very special bestfriend God gave me~nadd....
• and i do have the world's greatest love too...insyaALLAH....

my love towards them complete half of my life, n if they love me too, my life is totally complete....i need no more...huhu....(^_^)

ermmm.....

aku baru abes exam....dekat dua minggu gak la aku tak on9....adey,rindunya frenster n blogspot....huhu....

ni la gambar terbaru aku.....time dinner kat kedai makan kat seksyen2....aku nak balik wei....

rasanya kat sini je tak de cuti midsem...sadis siot...huhu....nk tungu raya baru ley balik...

aku tatau nk cerita apa sbnanya....life???takda apa yg best....eyt,aku tgk ayat2 cinta semalam...hahah....kawan2 aku ada yg nangis tapi bg aku besa je....tapi mmg tak sebest novel dia la kan...tapi aku tabik arr ngan kang abik ni....aku dah jatuh hati dgn novel2 dia....

mula2 aku minat ngan harry potter....pastu sydney sheldon...pastu kang abik ni lak...hm,apa yg aku ley conclude pasal diri aku....kalo aku minat sorang2 author tu,aku takkan baca buku author lain sampai la aku abeskan suma buku si author tu....skang ni aku ngah baca buku nicholas sparks,tapi all about love,x best sgt....huhu....

ermm.....pe lagi ek???aku rindu la kat jenan...kat kawan2....bila la ley jumpa balik,lepak2 cam dulu???kat sini ada murni nasirah n izat helmi,ex-jenan tym kita f1 dulu..pastu diorg kuar...izat helmi tu aku rasa ramai dak jenan yg ingat kn...murni tu ntah la korg ingat lg ke tak....

hm...exam aku truk arr....math,aku tak puas ati...x sempat abeskan....tapi dh x nangis cam dulu dh,sebab dh takda shoulder to lean on...hehe...bio en azlan pun dah cakap kurang memuaskan...adey....health science ntah la....tapi ley je di saat2 kritikal ari tu aku lupa simptom2 hepatitis....aiya,mangkuk2.....malaysian studies????jgn cita la....camna prestasi sejarah aku dulu,camtu la gk skang....bi aku plg bengang....blaja grammar je,skali kuar soklan,sampai sakit perut aku....huhu....saba jela kan...baru 1st tym...

em,sampai sini dulu....salam untuk rakan2 di luar sana....aku rindu kalian....