bla bla bla...

kay....

skang aku rasa nak merepek...

nak merepek puas2...

nak tulis pe je yg aku terpikir skg....

aku tatau apa patut aku pikir nie....

wawawa.,...

sadisnye shiela oii....

sumtimes aku rasa fedup dgn dunia...

well,terlampau sgt kot...not dunia exactly...

but some parts of it....

i hate to see people go on...and i am still here....

aku susah nak trima nape people change that easy...

as if aku x penah knal diorang b4 ni...

WTF???

huhu.....aku sdar one thing skang ni...

reading novels,esp works of sidney sheldon n dan brown...

instead of bagi aku ilmu yg baik,ada gak benda x baik aku dapat...

i am talking about my vocabulary rite now!!!

so full of dirty words i guess....eeeew!!!

ok,back to the real topic here...

kalo aku tya kawan2 aku skg ni...pe cer???!!!

aku takkan terkejut kalo aku dapat news yg mengejutkan...

pe aku tulih ni???tp btol la...

coz every single person on earth is moving on!!!

they are not living in secondary school anymore!!!

they are teenagers now!!!

and so am I!!!!

but i am still right here....

huk3...

moving with the same velocity as before...

n not having enough guts to accelerate...

this is sooo like meee....

i used to regret of every single decisions i've made...

so is now...but i tried to ignore what i should ignore...

how can it be so damn difficult to understand i've came to a point of no return????

hello shiela!!!wake up girl!!!

don't think anyone can ever understand pe benda la aku merepek sorg2 ni....

tp can i say that i despised myself?????

is it too hard to accept what i've already got??

i am typical human being....

jealous is what made me...

gotta get out i guess...

how where n when i dunno....