Exam Fever

In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.

It's May 18th today, 5.34am.

I have a Biochemistry exam this Friday. Do pray with me, please. May Allah ease the burden along the way, and may Allah make us stronger.

I should be studying right now, but I am a bit sleepy, since caffeine doesn't give any affect to me anymore nowadays. No matter how many caffeine I take, I'd still end up sleeping. To think back, why would I wanna fight against sunnatullah? He didn't create the night so that we can work just like during the days, did he? Fadh shared two verses from Quran (28:71 and 72), where Allah asked what if He made either the day or the night perpetual to us until the Day of Judgement? These kind of verses, do make me think. Allah didn't do something without purpose, and it is our own choice either to spend a minute or two thinking about it, or just to let it pass.

I was reading the story of Zulkarnain in the al-Quran when I found this verses;

"Say: "Shall we tell you of those who lose most in respect of their deeds?- "

"Those whose efforts have been wasted in this life, while they thought that they were acquiring good by their works?"

Us, the human beings; how many hours of the day do we spend thinking about the akhirat? I started the day waking up to perform my Subuh prayer (may Allah accept our ibadah). And the next thing I would be thinking about was classes, breakfast and exams. Sometimes, I felt ashamed of myself for I prioritized the need of my own tummy, rather than the need of my own soul. T_T

Kak Nana once asked this question to us; "What do you wanna do once you are in heaven later?"

Ugh, I can't even stop smiling to myself. Too many things that I wanna do. Not knowing if I will be one of the chosen ones who will get into the heaven without having to enter the hell first (nauzubillah), but yeah, it doesn't stop me from dreaming. I wanna sleep on my mother's lap. I wanna play with those beautiful dogs that I've been seeing each day. I wanna laugh with my friends. I can do whatever I want once I'm there. All i need is a little patient. Just a little more.

"Maka apabila langit telah terbelah dan menjadi merah mawar seperti (kilauan) minyak. Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?"