In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful.

26th June 2011.

There are a few things that I'd like to say.

First, it's been almost a month..but only few of my friends know about this. My facebook has been officially, permanently deleted. Find me here, or in formspring, or twitter. Or better yet, text or call me. ^^

Second, I might not be able to go online that frequently anymore. Starting tomorrow up until September. But I know I won't be able to live without going online, so I'll try somehow to go online whenever I can.

Third;

"Seandainya dunia ini seberat sebelah sayap nyamuk, nescaya Allah tidak akan sudi

memberi minum pada orang kafir meskipun hanya seteguk air."

The world is not that special in Allah's eyes. Allah even considers the world lighter than the weight of one mosquito's wing. A mosquito's wing. Sigh. While us humans look at the world, living our own life as if there is no tomorrow. And how much time do we really spend for the afterlife? Reminder for myself. Jangan banyak layan movie sangat Shiela. Jangan banyak baca novel sangat. Bukan semua tu boleh tolong kau pun kat akhirat nanti.

The world should be engraved in our hands, definitely not in our hearts.

See you guys when I see you!!

-lots of love-

ALERT: ENTRY MERAPU

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Mengasihani.

Kalau diizinkan Allah, bila balik Malaysia nanti...saya nak:

-pergi semua program yg termampu pergi

-buat marathon novel yg dah lama terbongkang tak terbaca

-bukak puasa dekat kuala perlis lagi dengan as, wani, kirah

-jumpa nadirah hasanah dengan zatil dengan kak ili

-pergi pantai

-suruh subaili belanja makan macam yg dia penah janji dulu

-makan laksa dengan teh ais, keropok lekor dengan benjo, chocolate indulgence

Haih, materialistik sungguh aku. benda2 duniawi je banyak kau pikir tengah2 malam ni. Sebelum mode terlebih emo on, better stop here. Merapu tengah malam carik energy sambung study physio.

Birthdays Summary

Formspring's question of the day!

My answer will be: I have been procrastinating for almost 4 months to wish Happy Birthday to those who mean so much in my life.

So, this will be a brief summary,devoted to only those few people. I am not sure they will be reading this or not, but this is the least that I can do to show how much they actually mean in my life.

ALYAA LIYANA IDRIS - 12th March 2011

Happy 21st birthday sweetheart. It's been more than 4 months I know. And I might look like a loser right now, wishing you only after months. But, let's just say, I wanted to thank you. Thank you for being there for me when I felt so lonely. You offered me a friendship on the day where I was left alone without even a familiar face. You mean a great deal to me Alyaa. I love you. And I can't wait to see you.

SITI NURSYAZWANI YUSOP - 20th March 2011

Sayang, were you hurt? Were you sad when I didn't wish your birthday? You were, right? Uhm, not here. I'll make another post only for you on our blog ^^

NADIRAH HASANAH OSMAN - 30th March 2011

Another friend for life of mine. Happy 21st birthday my sweet Nad!! ^^ I am so so so so happy that I found you in my life! You are truly a special friend, a one of a kind..and if I lose you, I will never find one like you again. You have no idea on how much you mean to me. :) But I'm so glad that you are there, for me, and for everyone else. I love you! I really do.

AS ELEYANA ALI - 16th April 2011

As, selamat hari ulangtahun yg ke-21. Perasan tak yg aku tak wish pun birthday dekat hg dulu? Hehe. I didn't forget. Serius. I just didn't wanna wish. Thanks, sebab bersahabat dengan aku. Even after years, still lagi in touch dengan hg. Thanks. And now, you are a better blogger than myself. Thanks to me. Hahaha! Sayang gila dekat hg. Bila dengan hg, aku susah nak jadi jiwang2, nak berkongsi rasa dengan hg pasal benda2 jiwang segala ni. Tapi, friends are not just for that kan? Aku selesa bersahabat dgn hg. Aku kalau boleh nak bersahabat dgn hg sampai ke syurga. Mudah-mudahan Allah perkenankan. Aminn ^^ Thanks for being there. Serius sayang gila gila ah dekat hg. Uhm, mintak maaf jugak. Maybe aku terlalu banyak mengasingkan diri, tak selalu contact hg semua..tapi aku sayang hg the same. Hehe. Sampai bila2, dengan izin Allah.

You are 21 now. ^^ Kita sama2 usaha utk membesar jadi individu muslim yg sejati, eh? Yg berkehendakkan Allah, berniatkan kerana Allah, bekerja untuk Allah.. I love you dear :) Oh, any request for your birthday present? Hee.

ADIBAH HANIS ZAINUDIN - 24th April 2011

Dibaaaa!!! Did I spell your father's name right? Teehee. I missed you. And so, happy 21st birthday to you. I'm glad that I came to know you. And I am so missing the old times right now. Those days when we used to laugh together. Those days when we used to fall asleep together. Those days when we used to pick on your clumsiness together. Those days when we eat keropok cicah sos together. I am so glad I was a part of E1313, with you being in it. I love you ^^

NUR SHAQIRAH MAT ISA - 20th May 2011

Lama tak nampak, awak! ^^ Lama blog menyepi. Hg kata hg akan tunggu sampai aku wish kan, here it goes. Happy belated 21st birthday Kirah. This past one year, things had been a bit harsh for our friendship. Dan bukan tu yg aku nak cakap. Tak nak lagi ungkit pasal benda2 tak best. Those are histories. And here is the present. After years, our friendship is still here. Dan aku harap aku mampu pertahankan friendship ni for more years to come. There will always be waves and tides. But no matter what, this friendship is not something that can get destroyed easily by those. :)

Sayang hg. Serius. Aku selalu akan doakan untuk kebahagiaan and kejayaan hg dunia akhirat. Dah beli ke handbag? Hehe.Kata nak tunjuk kat aku kalau dah beli. Mana??

SITI NOORUL ASIAH HASAN - 01st June 2011

Rasa tak kena kalau tiba2 nak speaking dgn Asiah. Haha. Weh, happy birthday eh! Asiah dah 21. Hoho. Dah matured eh sekarang? Rajin betul blogging skrg ni, bagus2. Hehe. Oh, I missed you too. Harap2 boleh jumpa hg bila aku balik cuti nanti. Semoga dipermudahkan. Asiah! Thanks for everything eh. Ingat lagi tak dulu kita selalu gayut time cuti? Rindu betul zaman tu. Nak bersembang panjang2, nak dengar hg gelak, nak berebut Jiroup dgn hg. I love you lalink~ Muah muah muah!! XD

VALENTINA HOZIT - 07th June 2011

She might not be reading this, since she is on a three-months vacation right now. But still, happy 18th birthday to you, Chimp. Penguin loves you so so so much you have no idea on how much exactly. Thanks for being a friend to me. Thanks for opening up to me, making me feel appreciated. Thanks for using my name in your English exam, you dont know how much it meant to me. XD Thanks that you are actually always there for me. Every single time. Take care of yourself sweetheart. Let's see each other in person, one day. ^^

Sapa tahu?? ^^

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Mengasihani.

14 Jun 2011.

Ehem ehem. Sapa faham hadith ni?

"Seandainya dunia ini seberat sebelah sayap nyamuk, nescaya Allah tidak akan sudi memberi minum pada orang kafir meskipun hanya seteguk air."

Ha, aku siap italickan and besarkan tulisan lagi. Siapa penah encounter hadith ni, or bila dia baca dia macam faham apa maksud yang cuba disampaikan? Hehe. Tak aci google eh! Pikir sendiri! Aku pun dulu pikir sendiri jugak bila first time dapat hadith ni, sampai tension2. ^^

Mesti ramai tahu ni. ^^ Saja nak main teka-teki jap hari ni. Ohoho.

Taare Zameen Par

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Mengasihani.

09hb Jun 2011.

Haa, terbukti tak teori aku? Lagi nak exam lagi banyak aku nak mengarut kat sini. ^_^

Uhm, semalam kan..aku nangis. Huhu. Sebab apa tau, sebab tengok cerita Hindustan. Ye, aku agak ketinggalan. Cerita ni dah lama dah sebenarnya, tapi aku baru je tengok. So aku nak la promote kepada sape2 yg rasa macam ketinggalan macam aku tu, tengok la cerita ni. Best kot. Sedu2 aku sorang2 masa tengah tengok.

Tajuk dia Taare Zameen Par. Penah dengar? Agak femes jugak sebenarnya cerita ni, and cerita ni kehebatannya dibandingkan dengan Slumdog Millionaire. Dilakonkan oleh Aamir Khan dan Darsheel Safary. Kisah seorang guru art membantu seorang murid dyslexic. So, sape2 yg ada masa lapang, agak2 homework assignment semua dah siap, takdak exam dalam masa terdekat macam aku, mutabaah amal dah complete semua, pastu rasa macam bosan je takdak menda nak buat selain tido..aku ajak korang tengok cerita ni.

Untuk aku, banyak pengajaran yg aku dapat. Of all things, neurological disorders ni aku rasa sangat special. Sangat best untuk dipelajari. Bagi aku la kan. ^^

-Taare Zameen Par-

Saya dan Pidah

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Mengasihani.

Hari ni, 8hb Jun 2011.

Rasa macam dah lama aku tak berapa nak jadi diri sendiri dekat blog ni. These past few weeks macam agak depressed. Huhu. Dan alang2 musim final exam dah menjelma ni, time ni la mood blogging tu nak datang balik. ^^

Jumaat ni Microbiology. Pidah dekat sebelah aku sekarang tengah explain pasal B-cells dgn T-cells dekat aku yg tengah blogging sambil dengar mp4 lagu A Whole New Year Kyuhyun dengan Charice nyanyi. Tak sabar sungguh nak habis exam. Nak habis 2nd year dah, nak balik Malaysia. Nak makan keropok lekor, benjo, laksa dengan teh ais. Nak beli novel Hilal Asyraf dengan Hlovate. Nak jumpa kawan2. Nak tolong Pak buat rumah. Nak gaduh dengan abang berebut bilik.

Ok, memang merapu sangat la ni. Minggu ni tak usrah lagi. Tak sabar nak usrah, nak jumpa Kak Nana dengan Kak Moon. Kak Wani dah nak graduate 22hb nanti. A good thing jugak hari tu ada Physiology exam, kalau tak mesti nangis tengok Kak Wani dah bergelar Dr Siti Haswani MD. ^^

Berat aku turun untuk sepanjang tahun 2011 ni. Dulu 49kg, sekarang 39.2kg. =( Pidah pulak berat dia dulu 51kg, sekarang dah turun 49kg..tapi bila bangun pagi 47kg sebab kurang air dalam badan (Pidah paksa aku tulis ni sebab dia tengah duduk sblh aku skrg ni)

OK. Interview dari Pidah.

Pidah kate, "Aaaa, hari ini merupakan hari yg sgt tenang aman dan damai. Tapi di luaran sahaja. Dalam hati hanya Allah yg tahu betapa serabutnya bagaikan benang2 yg diserabutkan. Begitu byk skali dipendam kerana peperiksaan sudah dekat. Namun aku punya satu masalah, aku susah nak bg tumpuan, aku bingung, aku tak dapat nak dok kat meja study lama2, dlm kepala otak aku ada Totally Spies je. Tambahan pula dgn cita Yuyu Nora Elena. Ini semua salah Yuyu. (sambil Yuyu membalas dari dapur. "Mu hok tanye!") Lagi begitu byklah skali dugaannya ya Allah. Aku dok tahu la knape tp itulah masalah aku, aku susah nak bg tumpuan. aku bingung, aku bingung, aku bingung.....TAMMAT"

Macam melalut sangat pulak entry ni. Bak la aku salin hadith yg Kak Nana tulis dekat whiteboard rumah ni. Pesanan khas untuk mereka bergelar wanita.

Ibnu Umar r.a berkata bahawa Nabi SAW bersabda, "Wahai segenap kaum wanita, bersedekahlah dan banyakkanlah memohon ampun kepada Allah yakni istighfar kerana sesungguhnya aku melihat kalian adalah penghuni neraka yg paling banyak." Seorang wanita bertanya, "Mengapa kami menjadi majoriti penghuni neraka?" Rasulullah SAW menjawab, "Kerana kalian sering melaknat dan mengingkari hak suami. Selain itu, aku melihat tak ada yg lebih merata kekurangan akal dan agamanya dari kalian." Seorang wanita bertanya, "Apa maksud kekurangan akal dan agama?" Rasulullah SAW menjawab, "Kesaksian dua orang wanita setara dengan seorang lelaki dan wanita tak solat beberapa hari." -HR Muslim.

Nampak tak betapa randomnya post aku kali ni? Hehe. Nanti aku update lagi.

Lagi gambar random. Sahabat2 tercinta. MMuuuaaahhhh!!!